First and foremost, happy birthday dad. You may not (or ever) read this, but still.

And happy birthday to ailin, a dear friend who's been there for so long.

As the title says, things might be perking up. I'm waiting on principal's approval to relief teach F&N with Ms. Hamida. But, I also has a backup plan! I gave my contact to Unity if they need a relief teacher for any other subjects,so I might be seeing some of you all around.

Probably gonna register at SAPS as well..call it a sense of belonging.

Its not really much about the pay(though it IS something to look forward for, considering you can earn a person's half-month in a day) but more to fulfill something I always wanted to do and filling up these two months as well.

Would you like a cheeseburger?

Empty Apartment.

Call me out
You stayed inside
One you love
Is where you hide
Shot me down
As I flew by
Crash and burn
I think sometimes
You forget where the heart is

Answer no to these questions
Let her go, learn a lesson
It's not me, you're not listening
Now, can't you see something's missing
You forget where the heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay

Waking up from this nightmare
How's your life?
What's it like there?
Is it all what you want it to be?
Does it hurt when you think about me?
And how broken my heart is

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay

It's okay to be angry and never let go
It only gets harder the more that you know
When you get lonely if no one's around
You know that I'll catch you when you're falling down
We came together but you left alone
And I know how it feels to walk out on your own
Maybe someday I will see you again
And you'll look me in my eyes and call me your friend

Take you away from that empty apartment
You stay, and forget where the heart is
Someday if ever you loved me you'd say, it's okay

It's okay




It's okay.

i can't ride out.

i don't have friends to hang with.

i have too much time

my relationship's on the line.

i can't let go.

i'm watching my failure be someone else's big sucess.

i feel like i'm dead.


Will you come if I am?

Racers, start your engines!

Well, this bike doesn't have one. I'm seriously thinking of contending in a few freeride/super D races. But I don't wanna do it alone. Nearest one is on the 7th, at Pulau Ubin. Its cross country, plus I've never done that. So prbably not..

I think I'll be ready for end of March. Once school starts, its gonna be hard to train. Of all times for my bike to be down...

By request..

Well, I've been up to quite some recently. Been building a jump soemwhere about yew tee. Check this link out.

More stuff there will be updated soon, had 3 new guys, not so new to the scene, with the crew.

Its been really hectic, stress levels are high at home. That's why I may seem detached, and thats why I need to ride it all out with a couple of buddies. Thats why I need you.

My room is silent admist the noise. I am silent.

Its been rough.

Take the tumble, get up, get hit but walk on. The week's been like this. But hey, I'm pulling through. I'll be fine, I always will be (:

"Persevere, comrade. Reach for the light at the end of the tunnel, not the diamonds that embed it." - Arshad B Mohd Ali

:Life is always full of setbacks and challenges. Have more confidence in yourself as you push through the tough period. There is always light shinning at the end of the tunnel." - Stephen Ho

Thanks guys.